An Awesome Quote

'The piano is not played with the fingers,
but with the heart...'

- Anonymous

The Beginning Disguised As An End

Stoning motionlessly by the window at night seemed right because the weather felt nice recently - like it used to be. It's been windy, nice, but a little too windy for the norm. The unpredictable weather had been sort of altering my mood, and it's weird what the weather could do to me.

Then it dawned on me, nothing from the present or future could change me more than what he had already done in the past. If anything could influence me again, it would still have to be him. Annoyed by the thought of him having such a strong hold over me, I asked myself what was I waiting for, knowing the day I helplessly waited for would never come. He made a promise, one that broke my heart so bad it would never mend. The thought of him, assuring that I'd never see him again, crossed my mind painfully. Then, something stole my attention, easing the pain that I was feeling.

The wind howled with rage as it furiously swept into my room, throwing pieces of everything everywhere. I was half surprised, half fearful, not knowing what to expect. The wind hadn't behave anything like this for as long as I could remember. It only did when he was around, as though his presence was connected to the wind. I felt as though something was stuck in my throat, making it hard for me to breathe, leaving me gasping for air.

As the fear grew in me, I clutched my torso, trying to steady my breathing. That same feeling was back again , like the other time. Something was wrong.

I Had Always, & I'd

I had always thought the day I see you again,
I'd tell you how much i missed you.

I had always thought the day I look into your eyes again,
I'd know what to say.

I had always thought the day I hear your voice again,
I'd melt like I used to.

I had always thought I knew how much I loved you,
But now, it seemed harder to [know].

I had always thought that I could wait for you,
Though I'd have to do it alone.

I had always thought this love would never end,
And I'd like to let you know.

Cause' you had been in my life,
And had once, touched my soul.

Bauhaus (Ages ago)

The day Bauhaus walked into my life
My hair grew long and it turned white
Here I am struggling like a fly
I swear I'll finish the assignment with all my might

Then, a big hand came swatting at me
I realized it's CHOY KOK KEE!!

- co-authored by Sharifah

Random Poem

My heart no longer beat
My blood no longer flow
And I no longer breathe
Because there wasn't a reason to do so.

The Quote That Broke My Heart

"I would like to ask one favor, though, if that's not too much"
"Anything."
"Don't do anything reckless or stupid. Do you understand what I'm saying?"
I nodded helplessly.
"And I'll make you a promise in return.
I promise that this will be the last time you'll see me..."


- quoted from "New Moon"

The House On The Lonely Hill

I walked all the way home from the shopping mall, enjoying the cool night breeze grazing against my face. There I was, easing my pace in my ever-so-happening life, slowing down the moment just to take in the cool night scene that I think I'll be missing in the future.

When i look back, I want to be able to reminisce the time where i strolled along the dark pavement with strange orange road lights, appreciating the cool breeze that never seemed to be there when I wished it was.

It seemed a long way to be walking back home, but i know in no time, I'll be trudging up to my house, which stands on top of the quiet, lonely hill.

Mother Nature & Jason Mraz

I have been sitting by my bedroom window the whole day, enjoying Mother Nature as she crooned her heart-warming lullaby to me. Gazing outside the window, everything looked so peaceful, as though the dropping of a pin would be frowned upon.

As the birds chattered among themselves, the light breeze blew freely, like a hand brushing against my face ever so smoothly and lightly. As though satisfaction is not gained by enveloping my face, the breeze flowed down to my ankles and swirled around them, tugging lightly.

The combination of Jason Mraz's voice and the tinkling of my curtain of seashells lightened my mood. I actually felt relaxed, for once, from my enervated, ridiculously spiritless lifestyle.